Then, I described Brian as a gentle, addiction free, heterosexual male.
I would soon discover, Brian was a violent, alcoholic, suffering from gender dysphoria
Gender dysphoria: Brian confessed a desire to cross-dress & began wearing women's lingerie. Cross-dressing segued into transgender fantasies & actualities, which included a desire to become "the wife", feminine attire & hygiene products, transgender pornography, & daily anal & oral penetration with a prosthetic penis. At this juncture, Brian & I ceased to have martial relations whatsoever.
Alcoholism: Brian was diagnosed with alcoholism. It was not uncommon for Brian to confine himself for days on end to his bedroom. Most commonly, Brian spent these days in drag, masturbating, sleeping & waking to maintain his …show more content…
Brian has gone so far as seek advice as to the "best way to kill your wife."
On countless occasions , Brian has punched, kicked,& threw me about , both in private & in public, while calling me the most degrading names imaginable. Brian has also lifted me into the air by my neck, & beat me in the face with my cellular. Following this, Brian wanted to ipe the blood off my face, or as he would put it"clean me up." The abuse escalated to include the ER, & the police arriving at our home.
In addition to the physical abuse, Brian was mentally abusive. In an effort to rout his malice away from me, I planted phony toothbrushes, feminine products, & groceries, ... Brian frequently contaminated these items by adding urine semen , bleach, & fingernail polish remover,... I was not only warned about this from Brian's friends, I have a video of Brian admitting to