Summer school is usually five hours a day, five times a week. So, when we would learn material, we only had five hours to learn it and would be quizzed the very next day. Digesting all the material that was thrown at me became harder and harder as time passed. I would start to lose focus; I became super stressed after class because I didn’t feel comfortable with the material taught. I would worry about my grade dropping below an A to the point where I would have panic attacks. I wouldn’t know what to do and the idea that I would fail a quiz frightened me. “‘I just wanna stay in the sun where I [could] find’ peace of mind”, I often thought to myself (Twenty One Pilots 1). All I wanted to do was enjoy my summer, spend some time with friends, go on vacation, watch movies all day, and so much more, but, I knew that wasn’t possible once I made the commitment, “but it’s fun to fantasize” (Twenty One Pilots
Summer school is usually five hours a day, five times a week. So, when we would learn material, we only had five hours to learn it and would be quizzed the very next day. Digesting all the material that was thrown at me became harder and harder as time passed. I would start to lose focus; I became super stressed after class because I didn’t feel comfortable with the material taught. I would worry about my grade dropping below an A to the point where I would have panic attacks. I wouldn’t know what to do and the idea that I would fail a quiz frightened me. “‘I just wanna stay in the sun where I [could] find’ peace of mind”, I often thought to myself (Twenty One Pilots 1). All I wanted to do was enjoy my summer, spend some time with friends, go on vacation, watch movies all day, and so much more, but, I knew that wasn’t possible once I made the commitment, “but it’s fun to fantasize” (Twenty One Pilots