Short Story Of Jakiyah

Jakiyah...I would be able to see & feel when you didn 't want to be with me. I could feel the unhappiness or awkwardness in between us. I knew that you didn 't like kissing me even when you texted me , you felt love but in reality felt nothing. Touching me was another Obstacle for you , I know you didn 't want to do anything physical. That 's why that Friday was special to me because you were actually getting close with me. If you forced yourself to get close to me well I 'm sorry for making you feel that you needed to get close to make me happy. Because we both know you did many things to not hurt my feelings or to make me shut up or to just make me happy. Such as those paragraphs you sent me that you felt happy in. To be honest you should …show more content…
You need to really find yourself. See what you want. Understand why you better then others girls. Understand you 're needs and wants and to stand by something you believe in. Cause let 's be honest I didn 't make you happy. Only time I did was when I was there for you when a guy had played you. Or bought you takis and dots and walked out my house to see you. Also when I embarrassed myself like when I peed very loud outside of Creekview and the light came on or when you 're mom would make me look like a fool. Most of the way through this relationship you were lost...you didn 't know how to accept I was you 're boyfriend and not you 're best friend. Which isn 't bad, we just didn 't know how to get use it. Cause I went from calling you best friend to baby sis to my everything. So you need time to figure out what will make you happy and what you think you deserve. Cause in you 're mind that wasn 't me. You 're moving to Plano a place where you start fresh your senior year. Meet new people that already know blink 182, the killers and watch greys anatomy and glee and share you 're interests. Because I tried believe me, I watched those shows and listened to you 're favorite music. Not to be someone I 'm not but to better my self and have some thing to talk to you about and not be boring. I did it to change in a better way. So I do thank you for introducing me to new things. Such as how to love , kissing ,having a true relationship and iced coffee and music and chemistry and etc. I wish it wouldn 't end. But something tells me that we just won 't last as we both have to change and put in the effort and I 'm not going to want you to force yourself to kiss me or tell me you love me to not hurt my feelings anymore. Cause if you going to be with me I want you to be with me because you are happy and need me in your life and want me to be in your life forever. I guess that 's why you wanted to see new people. I was always being