Dear Ivan,
Words cannot express the amount of regret that I feel. I deeply apologize for what I have done and the amount of pain and hurt that I caused you. I know the road to recovery for us is going to be hard; and most people end up giving up because it’s too hard. But I am never going to give up. This is my letter #1 to you and I am going to make sure that every day I give you some sort of letter/note that tells you how I feel. I am getting to the point where I am so exhausted and I just want to sleep, but I have to make sure that you’re sleeping before I go to sleep. If you do care, then I believe, we'll make it through. I will be with you through thick and thin, through snow and rain. As time moves on, I hope and pray that the past
Words cannot express the amount of regret that I feel. I deeply apologize for what I have done and the amount of pain and hurt that I caused you. I know the road to recovery for us is going to be hard; and most people end up giving up because it’s too hard. But I am never going to give up. This is my letter #1 to you and I am going to make sure that every day I give you some sort of letter/note that tells you how I feel. I am getting to the point where I am so exhausted and I just want to sleep, but I have to make sure that you’re sleeping before I go to sleep. If you do care, then I believe, we'll make it through. I will be with you through thick and thin, through snow and rain. As time moves on, I hope and pray that the past