John
I want to apologize to you for that last letter I wrote.
I knew as soon as I wrote it that I shouldn 't have done that, it was wrong.
John it 's been a year and half since we have even talked about matters of faith and I have chosen not to bring it us because it only causes problems.
I believe the only reason it came up this time was because there have been things that over the years have really aggravated me, but I don 't think till now I have quite understood why.
John for the last 5 or so years you have put me dead center of you and Shannon 's feud I never asked for this, but am somehow always put in the middle.
So I am going to speak on how I see things and if nothing else how it will give you some understanding of why I …show more content…
I just will no longer tolerate it.
Look John if you want to be in my life than be in it, it 's up to you.
But know who I am I try my best to be respectful to others, but at the same time I demand respect.
I try and be honest with those around me if they let me, If you feel I have done anything wrong bring it up and lets get to the bottom of it, I will apologize if I feel I have done anything wrong and do what I can to make it right.
But communication must exist on both sides.
I speak to those around me out of love because I am trying to help not because I am trying to belittle, control, hurt, or offend anyone, but that 's who I am in a nutshell and I desire the same type of people and me.
You have to decide maybe Shannon or even myself is healthy for you or not.
On a last note one reason my relationship with Shannon, Mom and any of the people I chose to have in my life is what it is, is because on both sides we are constantly reaching out and making time for each other.
If I don 't call mom she calls me, it takes two.
John I love you and would love to open the door to communication to you again if you are willing, the balls in your court.
love
I want to apologize to you for that last letter I wrote.
I knew as soon as I wrote it that I shouldn 't have done that, it was wrong.
John it 's been a year and half since we have even talked about matters of faith and I have chosen not to bring it us because it only causes problems.
I believe the only reason it came up this time was because there have been things that over the years have really aggravated me, but I don 't think till now I have quite understood why.
John for the last 5 or so years you have put me dead center of you and Shannon 's feud I never asked for this, but am somehow always put in the middle.
So I am going to speak on how I see things and if nothing else how it will give you some understanding of why I …show more content…
I just will no longer tolerate it.
Look John if you want to be in my life than be in it, it 's up to you.
But know who I am I try my best to be respectful to others, but at the same time I demand respect.
I try and be honest with those around me if they let me, If you feel I have done anything wrong bring it up and lets get to the bottom of it, I will apologize if I feel I have done anything wrong and do what I can to make it right.
But communication must exist on both sides.
I speak to those around me out of love because I am trying to help not because I am trying to belittle, control, hurt, or offend anyone, but that 's who I am in a nutshell and I desire the same type of people and me.
You have to decide maybe Shannon or even myself is healthy for you or not.
On a last note one reason my relationship with Shannon, Mom and any of the people I chose to have in my life is what it is, is because on both sides we are constantly reaching out and making time for each other.
If I don 't call mom she calls me, it takes two.
John I love you and would love to open the door to communication to you again if you are willing, the balls in your court.
love