Answ Black Monologue

When someone is in deep darkness filled with sadness and pain, words can't make their heart feel light again. Its so heavy, I can't carry it no more.It will only make me despair more and more. When you are surrounded with pitch black animosity you can't really feel the happiness that you once felt when your with him. That happiness just sunken away like a boat searching for direction. You can forge a smile that can hopefully fool people that you are okay but you aren't. Your head is filled with the thought of what did I do to deserve this please god please help me go through this please anyone help me I don't want to feel this pain any longer. The thought of you being with someone else sickened me to my core. Why are you so cruel to me why? …show more content…
Why. Why. I'm so sad. I can't sleep at night. I kept dreaming of your face. Why I ask why. I want to move on with my life but right now, it feels like our memories together is anchoring me from moving. Your thoughts are keeping me in a cage made by my tears. I called you over and over. I want to fix this, but why can't you do the same? Why did you have move to someone else so quickly while I'm suffering like this. While I'm being destroyed form the inside, While I'm being pull apart bit by bit. The feeling when you left me when we had that fight scarred me for life. When you left me It felt like that my other half is viciously torn from me. I'm left with only one wing. How can I fly without you? How can I soar towards the sky without you. I can't bear it please I can't. I hate you so much for making me feel this way. For making me suffer. Like a lost puppy yearning for his owner. why are doing this to me. I only gave you love but in return you stabbed me in the heart. Who will stitch it back? I'm left alone without anyone to confide with. You are a bad person. You made feel like I'm in heaven but once you're tired of me you just throw me inside an eternal