Kafka probably felt hopeless during his life because he could not focus on his writings as much as he would have liked, his addiction to pornography, and his apparent lack of communication with his father. A lack of energy is another aspect of depression, and Gregor experiences this whenever he gets knocked down. His father kicked him through the door, to which he bruised and hurt his leg, but recovered. The second time his father threw apples at him, to which one lodged itself in his back and broke most of his legs. This can resemble Kafka’s relationship with his father, not by using apples, but by using insults or actions that may have stuck with him throughout his life. He could have tried at the beginning to forget some of these, such as Gregor healed, but his father continuously belittling him would have eventually left its mark. Getting out of bed was the first thing Gregor did, and this was enunciated in the story as an enormous task, shown when Kafka wrote “…but the next move was difficult, especially because he was so uncommonly broad…”. There were other simple tasks that were transformed into huge ordeals, such as opening the door, eating, and just existing. Existing became a task because he felt cramped in his room, became a nuisance to his family, and his very …show more content…
These feelings are shown through his short story “The Metamorphosis” by Gregor latching onto the picture of a woman in his room, described as “…a lady, with a fur cap on and a fur stole, sitting upright and holding out to the spectator a huge fur muff…”, whenever his family was removing items. He also subtly showed his sexual addiction because he never once talked about a girlfriend or wife within his