She was a biracial child, African-American and caucasian, being given a blond wig. The adult speaker looking back explains, “I didn’t know to ask, nor that it mattered, if there’d been a brown version.” She also tells that this was “years before I’d understand it as primer for a Mississippi childhood.” In the moment, the child was distracted by her ignorant nature, being playful and unaware. It took maturing through a difficult childhood in her skin to be able to look back to that moment in a different light. She goes on to wonder while observing the photo, “the child that chance, the long odds, might have brought.” Additionally, she imagines the other possibilities of her genetics if they had combined different ways, “Certainly it was possible — somewhere in my parents’ genes the recessive traits that might have given me a different look… I could have passed for white.” Her life could have been completely different, perhaps easier with lighter skin tone. People of the south are too unforgiving of a person that is
She was a biracial child, African-American and caucasian, being given a blond wig. The adult speaker looking back explains, “I didn’t know to ask, nor that it mattered, if there’d been a brown version.” She also tells that this was “years before I’d understand it as primer for a Mississippi childhood.” In the moment, the child was distracted by her ignorant nature, being playful and unaware. It took maturing through a difficult childhood in her skin to be able to look back to that moment in a different light. She goes on to wonder while observing the photo, “the child that chance, the long odds, might have brought.” Additionally, she imagines the other possibilities of her genetics if they had combined different ways, “Certainly it was possible — somewhere in my parents’ genes the recessive traits that might have given me a different look… I could have passed for white.” Her life could have been completely different, perhaps easier with lighter skin tone. People of the south are too unforgiving of a person that is