At the beginning of the poem, the speaker confesses that she has done “it” again (1). However, it is not until later in the poem that we find out that by “it” the speaker is referring to yet another suicide attempt.
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Now we can understand what she means when she states “I have done it again. One year in every ten” she tries to commit suicide (1-2). The speaker describes her body as “a million filaments” (25). In her third suicide attempt, the speaker describes the people watching her as a “peanut-crunching crowd” (26). This term infers the speaker wants to be the center of attention by making a circus of her suicide attempt.
Lady Lazarus goes on to explain to her audience about her two previous attempts at suicide. She claims her first suicide attempt happened when she was just ten years old, and “it was an accident” (36). In her second suicide attempt, which happened in her twenties, she asserts she did not mean to “come back at all” (38). In the 11th stanza, the speaker portrays a simile where she compares herself to a “seashell” (40). This simile may refer to the speaker trying to shut the world out. Finally, she was brought back to life by the people who “call and call” to save her life.