We are constantly trying to live up to what we think we are, yet do not care enough to be that good. We seek to be a positive influence on the community, yet volunteer as little as possible. In everything we seek to accomplish, we never achieve complete success. We absolutely despise nearly every practice and performance of the band, yet have the utmost conviction that we love band. We give up time, energy, money and sleep for the band and convince ourselves that the outcome pays off. We give up so much out of the desire to improve, yet have no idea why we want to improve. This then is why we have what we have. We want an incredible outcome, but without a clear motivation, that outcome is unreachable. Yet without motivation we act as though we have it. And through this acting, the motivation becomes almost real and drives us forwards until we find that
We are constantly trying to live up to what we think we are, yet do not care enough to be that good. We seek to be a positive influence on the community, yet volunteer as little as possible. In everything we seek to accomplish, we never achieve complete success. We absolutely despise nearly every practice and performance of the band, yet have the utmost conviction that we love band. We give up time, energy, money and sleep for the band and convince ourselves that the outcome pays off. We give up so much out of the desire to improve, yet have no idea why we want to improve. This then is why we have what we have. We want an incredible outcome, but without a clear motivation, that outcome is unreachable. Yet without motivation we act as though we have it. And through this acting, the motivation becomes almost real and drives us forwards until we find that