A Letter To A Mom Changed My Life

To the mother I never had, It was nice to hear from you from the letter that I received but I feel your life was unaffected by not having me in your life. It has taken you all these years to send that me that letter; I know you may of not know what to say to me however it has left me wondering if you ever did care about me. You may have not spotted it but your life has obviously been excessively too busy for me.

Most of your focus has been on your doctorate, which is fine. However, you never thought about how I would fit around your life. You would have forgotten about me at this key moment in your life know you would have dropped the doctorate if I was around. However I know that you would have started the ‘if I didn’t have you’ which would make me feel bad for stepping into your life. Therefore, your career is more important to you to have any room to add in little old me into the mix.

You have made this choice as a way to live your life; but you have increasingly failed to take into account the why you have chosen your life this way. We both know it is a decoy way to hide your pain of not having me around. You never allowed yourself to comprehend the true meaning for not having me. …show more content…
However, as I look down upon you from up here and can see your life has become a total mess, I cannot say I would have loved you to be my mother. I remember that day the midwife told you I was gone and how you cried maybe just maybe that should have been the moment your life changed. I know that you were unsuccessfully blessed with me – but maybe that was a sign from above from me telling you that you need to change. My life is better without you at this moment. After you read thus letter please change your life for the better than write back. As I want to see, you succeed without me before I can truly know that I would have loved to be your darling daughter that you dreamed