It was very hard to adapt to in middle school because the school was bigger and everything just seemed so huge to me at the time compared to my previous school. During this time, I would consider myself as Hem. I was scared and definitely afraid of meeting new people, making friends, and learning differently. I didn’t want to change myself because I didn’t know what could be next. I was scared to make mistakes, scared to do something I never done before, but most of all, scared to change. Soon I became the total opposite of who I was in elementary school. I became lazy with my work and I always waited for the last second to finish or start something. I was becoming Hem, denying new changes that were hitting me. I wanted to become myself again, but yet, I didn’t take any action. It took some time until I realized what I was becoming. Sometimes I would question myself, “Is this who I want to be? Should I let the changes change me?” These questions haunted me almost every day, until one day, I decided to change myself. I opened my eyes and saw what I wanted to be. I wanted to be me! Saviay! Not someone else, not Hem, but Saviay! The Saviay who would always finish things on time. When I finally realized this, I quickly changed myself and found new ways to make friends, to be more social, to learn easier by studying differently, reading
It was very hard to adapt to in middle school because the school was bigger and everything just seemed so huge to me at the time compared to my previous school. During this time, I would consider myself as Hem. I was scared and definitely afraid of meeting new people, making friends, and learning differently. I didn’t want to change myself because I didn’t know what could be next. I was scared to make mistakes, scared to do something I never done before, but most of all, scared to change. Soon I became the total opposite of who I was in elementary school. I became lazy with my work and I always waited for the last second to finish or start something. I was becoming Hem, denying new changes that were hitting me. I wanted to become myself again, but yet, I didn’t take any action. It took some time until I realized what I was becoming. Sometimes I would question myself, “Is this who I want to be? Should I let the changes change me?” These questions haunted me almost every day, until one day, I decided to change myself. I opened my eyes and saw what I wanted to be. I wanted to be me! Saviay! Not someone else, not Hem, but Saviay! The Saviay who would always finish things on time. When I finally realized this, I quickly changed myself and found new ways to make friends, to be more social, to learn easier by studying differently, reading