A Good Day At Love

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It feels so good when I let the top down on my convertible and feel the wind in my hair as I drive home from work. This would be a lovely night to have some sea food, a glass of wine and some pleasurable sex. Thinking to myself that is truly funny, when I am available for dating no one wants me. As soon as I’m dating someone, which is seems to be married men, they all want me. It seems that even when I try to get away from dating married men, I find out they are married and they are just hiding that truth. Today was a good day at work because I was able to sell a waterfront property, which means I can take it easy if I want the remainder of the week. It feels good to get out of that office because Melvin’s cologne was so strong it started …show more content…
I’m here to see Dr. Carr, I said while walking up to the front desk to sign in. Hello Ms. Lovely, how are you this evening. Carol responded with a smile on her face. Doing great, the weather is wonderful today, I’m enjoying riding with my hair in the wind. I responded reflecting on the ride to this appointment. Well that wonderful, Carol responded, you can come back we have a room ready for you. Oh, great thanks. I responded feeling surprised. Dr. Carr always gets me in and out but I didn’t expect to get a room this quickly. Ms. Lovely before I take you to your room, can you give me a urine sample and we will run the standard test to make sure your levels are normal. Sure, I responded while heading to the restroom. Carol knocked on the door just as I closed it reminding me to put my name on the cup and the sample in the window above the waste basket. Hey Ms. Lovely, Sydney was waiting on me when I came out of the restroom. Hey Sydney how have you been? How are your children? They are wonderful, thanks for asking she responded. You will be in exam room 7. The gown is on the lab table, remember to leave the opening in the front. You can leave your under garments on. Thanks Sydney, I responded. The doctor will be in shortly. There were three knocks at the door before Dr. Carr walked in the exam room. Hey Ms. Lovely how are you, I’m doing great how are you. How is Ms. Carr, is she here today. I asked excitedly. I enjoyed seeing his …show more content…
I cried so hard that my eyes felt puffy and blurred. As I sit in my parked car in front of my condo, I thought about my life and I realized that for once I can honestly say that I truly feel alone and lonely. All of the lies, the deception, and the selfish things I have done in my life and I turn up pregnant and alone. The alone part in itself doesn’t scare me but I am truly lonely and in my heart the two are completely different. Pregnant, this can’t be right. How can I be pregnant? I have been so careful and made every attempt to use protection and if I am pregnant, how far can I possibly be. The only person I have had unprotected sex with was Justin. I know I can’t be pregnant from Justin because he said he doesn’t think he can have children. “Oh no, not Justin!” I picked up the phone and dialed his number before I realized it. The phone rang what felt like a million times before Justin answered the phone and said Look Crystal, I don’t have time for your games or your change of personalities. I have been calling you and leaving messages asking to see you for the past month or so and now you want to return my phone calls. Justin, I interrupted. Crystal shut up. I’m tired of these games you are playing. I love you Crystal and I was calling to tell you I was ready to be with you. But I guess it wasn’t meant to be. Crystal, I don’t want to hear from you, see you or even think about you or

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