“I try to scream, but my voice will not come. I swallow water, and my lungs start to fill.I wake up in the darkness, screaming, breathless, drenched in sweat.” He would wake up in the middle of the night screaming and sweating. “This is probably why I never married. I didn’t want to wake someone sleeping next to me with my screams in the middle of the night. It was something I could never share with another person.” Never married, and never enjoyed water again. The never enjoying water is understandable because after being what he had been through “ I had always enjoyed swimming, but after that day I never even went to swim in a pool. I wouldn’t go near deep rivers or lakes. I avoided boats and wouldn’t take a plane to go abroad.” The fact that the narrator went back by train and went to the exact beach where it happened was a big leap forward from not going near water for so long. At that exact beach he just let himself go and fall into the waves finally letting go of the memories and being at peace with the death of his best
“I try to scream, but my voice will not come. I swallow water, and my lungs start to fill.I wake up in the darkness, screaming, breathless, drenched in sweat.” He would wake up in the middle of the night screaming and sweating. “This is probably why I never married. I didn’t want to wake someone sleeping next to me with my screams in the middle of the night. It was something I could never share with another person.” Never married, and never enjoyed water again. The never enjoying water is understandable because after being what he had been through “ I had always enjoyed swimming, but after that day I never even went to swim in a pool. I wouldn’t go near deep rivers or lakes. I avoided boats and wouldn’t take a plane to go abroad.” The fact that the narrator went back by train and went to the exact beach where it happened was a big leap forward from not going near water for so long. At that exact beach he just let himself go and fall into the waves finally letting go of the memories and being at peace with the death of his best