Winston doesn't like how the children were used as a weapon against everyone and their own parents. The party made the children into mindless drones that did anything to please the party and Winston hates it.
While Winston writes in his diary the national anthem of Oceania begins to play from the television and instead of standing at attention as the party says he should, he stays sitting because he is hidden from the eyes of the television and the Thought Police. Winston knows he can't start a huge rebellion that would be needed to overthrow Big Brother so instead he does little things to have his own little rebellion in his