It's been ten years I killed myself. It's was very painful. The worst part was that I saw my family and my best friend in pain. I caused more pain on them then I was alive. My best friends feels that it her fault. It's not because I was already broken inside.
It's was so weird because when I was alive I felt empty inside but I still felt broken. A lot of people saw me as the strong intelligent person. They didn't see how I felt inside. When they tell me how are you I say I'm
Torn apart
Insecure
Really faking a smile
Extremely sad
Drowning in my own tears
I was to busy hiding my scars away in sweaters, long sleeve shirts that I didn't knew I was hurting people. It got worse to the point that are started with my thighs since I didn't
It's was so weird because when I was alive I felt empty inside but I still felt broken. A lot of people saw me as the strong intelligent person. They didn't see how I felt inside. When they tell me how are you I say I'm
Torn apart
Insecure
Really faking a smile
Extremely sad
Drowning in my own tears
I was to busy hiding my scars away in sweaters, long sleeve shirts that I didn't knew I was hurting people. It got worse to the point that are started with my thighs since I didn't