What was to happen to our family next was obvious: Divorce. I watched it happen to our neighbors. The thing is, I did not care about coming from a broken home, I cared that my dad hurt my mom. The care resonated within me giving me a fierce want for retribution. It scared me to have such violent thoughts at that age, almost wrong, but I dismissed the notion by perceiving it to be necessary to have those thoughts. My so-called father betrayed the family. Those uncontrollable feelings have never ceased. I have never dared to utter these words out loud, but in all honestly, I never forgave the man. When he walked out on us the next day, it did not hurt to watch him
What was to happen to our family next was obvious: Divorce. I watched it happen to our neighbors. The thing is, I did not care about coming from a broken home, I cared that my dad hurt my mom. The care resonated within me giving me a fierce want for retribution. It scared me to have such violent thoughts at that age, almost wrong, but I dismissed the notion by perceiving it to be necessary to have those thoughts. My so-called father betrayed the family. Those uncontrollable feelings have never ceased. I have never dared to utter these words out loud, but in all honestly, I never forgave the man. When he walked out on us the next day, it did not hurt to watch him