He seeked out help. Ankiel’s agent found a sports psychologist named Harvey. Just like the wall, Harvey was always available for Rick. Harvey was calm and very patient with Ankiel because he knew that the thing that Ankiel was going through were not easy to overcome. He gave Rick many easy techniques to try to slow down the “demons” that would attack his mind during a game, including counting backwards from 100. Exercises as simple as this helped him to not focus so much on his pitching, and it helped him drastically to become closer to the pitcher that he had the capability of being. A different way that Ankiel seeked out help was through drugs and alcohol. Before games he would drink water bottles full of vodka, and would sometimes do drugs as harmful as ecstasy. “Ecstasy worked for a while. . . This, at twenty-one years old, from a place where drugs weren’t uncommon, where drugs solved the smaller problems in the moments before the bigger ones arose, was my eject button” (Ankiel 157). Ankiel had to find a way to relieve the stress that was being put on him mentally. Drugs and alcohol were a way for him to not be in the right mind to think about all that could go wrong, but instead of all the good things that were going to happen. Rick Ankiel seeking out help shows how challenging his journey to becoming a great pitcher was. The word choice that is portrayed throughout the autobiography really helps the reader to
He seeked out help. Ankiel’s agent found a sports psychologist named Harvey. Just like the wall, Harvey was always available for Rick. Harvey was calm and very patient with Ankiel because he knew that the thing that Ankiel was going through were not easy to overcome. He gave Rick many easy techniques to try to slow down the “demons” that would attack his mind during a game, including counting backwards from 100. Exercises as simple as this helped him to not focus so much on his pitching, and it helped him drastically to become closer to the pitcher that he had the capability of being. A different way that Ankiel seeked out help was through drugs and alcohol. Before games he would drink water bottles full of vodka, and would sometimes do drugs as harmful as ecstasy. “Ecstasy worked for a while. . . This, at twenty-one years old, from a place where drugs weren’t uncommon, where drugs solved the smaller problems in the moments before the bigger ones arose, was my eject button” (Ankiel 157). Ankiel had to find a way to relieve the stress that was being put on him mentally. Drugs and alcohol were a way for him to not be in the right mind to think about all that could go wrong, but instead of all the good things that were going to happen. Rick Ankiel seeking out help shows how challenging his journey to becoming a great pitcher was. The word choice that is portrayed throughout the autobiography really helps the reader to