Tatianna Whats Wrong Essay

Tatiana walked into the kitchen, she was mortified of the fact that she eventually had to tell her mother. She thought to herself that if she said what she rehearsed hopefully she would be fine. After all, she did spend the last hour looking in the mirror and trying to find a way to confess the terrible news. She knew no matter how much she sugar coated it, it would not end well for either of them. Taking a long and deep breath trying to eradicate any anxiety she had before speaking to her mother: the person who loved her, yet pushed her to her limits.
Her mother was cooking pelmeni, she would only cook this when something extraordinary had happened recently. The aroma would usually make her feel celebratory or have an uplifted spirit, but in this situation nothing could help her. …show more content…
She knew that right now she would be supportive, but the second the news came out of her mouth she would me disappointed and angry with her. Tatianna wished the results were different but, it would only be a matter of time until her mother found out. For the one thing that brings Tatianna joy was bringing her sorrow and agony, but the longer she refrained from telling her mother, the worse it would be. “Mom, I, I, er....” Tatianna knew if her mother found out that she didn’t get into the Bolshoi Ballet Company, her mother would be furious. Dedicating years of her life in an attempt to get into the best ballet company in Russia, then not being accepted was her worst fear and also her reality. Not knowing what she should do, she attempted to speak, but nothing came out except an inaudible wail. She ran up the stairs thinking there was no way her mother would understand, for she was perfect. She wanted to be angry at someone, but she could only be angry at herself. She locked herself in her room and pondered upon the thought about whether or not she could stay there for an