My instructor, Alex, was a 19 year old college student who'se grandmother lived down the road from camp. I noticed he liked me when he sat next to me at lunch 2 days in a row. He brought me lollipops and a stuffed bear which I told him I was too old for. He carried me around on his shoulders. When I learned what rape was I would think at people, trying to make them here my thoughts 'I was raped'. But then I would think that's ridiculous no one wants to rape a 9 year old. I don't know if it's because I've always liked male attention or because the Degrassi characters were so attractive. Maybe I was too young to even comprehend sex let alone rape..we had a 4th of July dance that night and our counselors painted painted out nails. At the dance Alex let me stand on his toes while we danced like I did with my father. He told me I looked pretty, something he did often but this night he was on a mission. He asked me if I wanted to see his grandma's house (she was on a cruise ship) when I said yes he picked me up and walked me out of the dance. Out of camp. Down the dirt road into a huge white house in the middle of a lawn decorated with flowers and
My instructor, Alex, was a 19 year old college student who'se grandmother lived down the road from camp. I noticed he liked me when he sat next to me at lunch 2 days in a row. He brought me lollipops and a stuffed bear which I told him I was too old for. He carried me around on his shoulders. When I learned what rape was I would think at people, trying to make them here my thoughts 'I was raped'. But then I would think that's ridiculous no one wants to rape a 9 year old. I don't know if it's because I've always liked male attention or because the Degrassi characters were so attractive. Maybe I was too young to even comprehend sex let alone rape..we had a 4th of July dance that night and our counselors painted painted out nails. At the dance Alex let me stand on his toes while we danced like I did with my father. He told me I looked pretty, something he did often but this night he was on a mission. He asked me if I wanted to see his grandma's house (she was on a cruise ship) when I said yes he picked me up and walked me out of the dance. Out of camp. Down the dirt road into a huge white house in the middle of a lawn decorated with flowers and