He describes his undesired emotions by saying that it would make him cowardly to have “two thousand people marching at my heels, and them to trail feebly away, having done nothing” (288). He uses “feebly” to stress how the natives make him feel a sense of humiliation, which weakens his ego and thus further pressures him to shoot the elephant and prove his dominance as a British officer while being confined within his own morals. He finally gives in to the natives’ pressure and depicts the experience by saying that he heard nothing but the “devilish roar of glee” (290) when he pulled the trigger. His use of “devilish” conveys a tone of bitterness and resentment because he did everything that they wanted him to do. His outer ego-the one that represents the British Raj-is satisfied because he succeeded in proving his superiority;however, his inner ego is crushed since he went against his ideology. This infuriates him and it is implied that he can only side with the Burmese in terms of being against imperialism, since he is bothered by everything the natives encompass which is why he describes their glee in a negative
He describes his undesired emotions by saying that it would make him cowardly to have “two thousand people marching at my heels, and them to trail feebly away, having done nothing” (288). He uses “feebly” to stress how the natives make him feel a sense of humiliation, which weakens his ego and thus further pressures him to shoot the elephant and prove his dominance as a British officer while being confined within his own morals. He finally gives in to the natives’ pressure and depicts the experience by saying that he heard nothing but the “devilish roar of glee” (290) when he pulled the trigger. His use of “devilish” conveys a tone of bitterness and resentment because he did everything that they wanted him to do. His outer ego-the one that represents the British Raj-is satisfied because he succeeded in proving his superiority;however, his inner ego is crushed since he went against his ideology. This infuriates him and it is implied that he can only side with the Burmese in terms of being against imperialism, since he is bothered by everything the natives encompass which is why he describes their glee in a negative