I know that he was right. Life is a game. But I cannot respect these rules, it is bullshit. It is so phony. I don’t care about them. I tried to follow. The consequence: I failed again. I was expelled from the school, Pencey. Life is so hard Allie. I don’t know about my future and no one cares about my opinion. In Pencey, every class I had to adhere to the rules. It’s for me, extremely phony, had to adopt the rules that the sonsofbitches created. Bullshit. Every time, I tried to have sex with many girls. But again, everyone in the world is phony. They care just about your status and if you are famous. They just want to be popular. Bullshit again. When you were here, I don’t smoke or drink. Now. Now, I’m a stupid drunker and smoker. I lost my days doing it. Smoking and drinking. I swear to God. I swear to you. I tried to find the way. I tried do find my way. I swear. I tried to play the game, I tried. I discovered that now, the game is over. The game ended for me. I cannot play anymore. I failed in all subjects – just English not. I was kicked out of school. You are not here. I turned in a drunker and smoker. I will die, no matter how. I will die, as you Allie. Why don’t accelerate the process Allie? My life is
I know that he was right. Life is a game. But I cannot respect these rules, it is bullshit. It is so phony. I don’t care about them. I tried to follow. The consequence: I failed again. I was expelled from the school, Pencey. Life is so hard Allie. I don’t know about my future and no one cares about my opinion. In Pencey, every class I had to adhere to the rules. It’s for me, extremely phony, had to adopt the rules that the sonsofbitches created. Bullshit. Every time, I tried to have sex with many girls. But again, everyone in the world is phony. They care just about your status and if you are famous. They just want to be popular. Bullshit again. When you were here, I don’t smoke or drink. Now. Now, I’m a stupid drunker and smoker. I lost my days doing it. Smoking and drinking. I swear to God. I swear to you. I tried to find the way. I tried do find my way. I swear. I tried to play the game, I tried. I discovered that now, the game is over. The game ended for me. I cannot play anymore. I failed in all subjects – just English not. I was kicked out of school. You are not here. I turned in a drunker and smoker. I will die, no matter how. I will die, as you Allie. Why don’t accelerate the process Allie? My life is