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When I found out about what was going on in our family I was shocked that this could happen. I was even more hurt that my grandpa would not want anything to do with me for the longest time. I thought about how a grandpa is suppose to be caring and loving towards their grandchildren and I did think of him that way when I was younger but hearing about how he didn’t want anything to do with me made me sad. Through the stories that I have heard from my mom I started to have a different emotion all on what my mom was saying. I had no idea that this was going on when I was younger. At times I wish I didn’t know that all this had happened. Now, my grandparents have realized that what they did was wrong and are trying to be apart of my life more but with what happened I don’t think that I will ever be able to look at them the same way as I did when I was a kid. The emotion of love isn’t there anymore. It is replaced with the feeling of being awkward and forced to love this person that is in my