Looking at Phoebe on the carrousel made me so goddam happy. Even if the rain was soaking through my shirt. Once the ride finished she came over too me. It made me kind of sad that she didn’t want to ride again. Then she looked up at me and told me, “ Holden the rain ruined your hat.” Phoebe thought it would be a good idea to buy a new hat. I wanted to spend the most amount of time possible with Phoebe so I agreed to it. As we walked through the rain soaked Central Park we passed the lagoon. i stopped suddenly and just stared into the pond. It was completely frozen over and i suddenly thought of a question. I turned to Phoebe and asked her, “ Hey you know those ducks in Central Park that are here all summer, where do they go when the pond freezes
