Drowning
i should have known I should have been alerted… I should have known. I regret it and I am reminded of the mistakes I have made every second of my “life”. My life is over and only at 13 years old, I am dead, done, fried. Now all I have to do is wait and sit, all day. Today was just a normal day where you miss the bus because I hit snooze about five times, and then hope that time will come to a halt in order for the idea of getting out of bed to be an illusion. So, I did exactly that miss the bus hit snooze and spill your breakfast on your shirt so you can get complements all day on that beautiful work of stain. As I took on the world one stain at a time something about today was offbeat, and it all started with that one insufficient headache. It was the headaches that …show more content…
LIke at a drop of a hat someone could get hurt or die. All of my classmates had no idea what to do as they enclose around me, with long faces that filled my body up with terror. It felt like I was laying their seizing for an eternity and nobody was around to help, so I was surrounded by idiots. On the other hand in some ways I was just like them, an idiot because I should have known. After about two minutes of torment I was rushed to the hospital, and fantasized over the emergency vehicle as I was pulled onto a concentrated gurney. As the amiable doctor with swift hands put pins needles in me, I lay there without a salty tear running down my face creating a stream of water. Without a hasty movement I lay there with all of my senses going numb, yet I was alive or at least I think I was. Everyone in the room was appalled and motionless, alive yet not moving watching my every breath. I jolt causing chaos within my heart as it race's, my body in full swing, up down, side to side. Over all the yelling and chaos, I hear my mom whimpering. Suddenly I stop and once again I am dead, but not dead nor fully alive just stuck in the traumatic whirlwind of life
i should have known I should have been alerted… I should have known. I regret it and I am reminded of the mistakes I have made every second of my “life”. My life is over and only at 13 years old, I am dead, done, fried. Now all I have to do is wait and sit, all day. Today was just a normal day where you miss the bus because I hit snooze about five times, and then hope that time will come to a halt in order for the idea of getting out of bed to be an illusion. So, I did exactly that miss the bus hit snooze and spill your breakfast on your shirt so you can get complements all day on that beautiful work of stain. As I took on the world one stain at a time something about today was offbeat, and it all started with that one insufficient headache. It was the headaches that …show more content…
LIke at a drop of a hat someone could get hurt or die. All of my classmates had no idea what to do as they enclose around me, with long faces that filled my body up with terror. It felt like I was laying their seizing for an eternity and nobody was around to help, so I was surrounded by idiots. On the other hand in some ways I was just like them, an idiot because I should have known. After about two minutes of torment I was rushed to the hospital, and fantasized over the emergency vehicle as I was pulled onto a concentrated gurney. As the amiable doctor with swift hands put pins needles in me, I lay there without a salty tear running down my face creating a stream of water. Without a hasty movement I lay there with all of my senses going numb, yet I was alive or at least I think I was. Everyone in the room was appalled and motionless, alive yet not moving watching my every breath. I jolt causing chaos within my heart as it race's, my body in full swing, up down, side to side. Over all the yelling and chaos, I hear my mom whimpering. Suddenly I stop and once again I am dead, but not dead nor fully alive just stuck in the traumatic whirlwind of life