I constantly told myself “Today is the day you say hi Angel” but when the moment came a long I completely walked passed her like if she didn’t exist. But she did exist and I knew that for certain because she would give me these weird feelings in my stomach that resulted in me having no type of appetite and the thought of her would linger in my mind throughout the day. My mother would tease me about it all the time by saying “Angel, Youre in love” and of course I would deny the accusations but deep down I knew she was right I just didn’t know how to cope with the feelings I was feeling it was brand new for me. So out of frustration with me lacking the courage to approach her I decided I wasn’t going to back down anymore and I was going to conquer my fear even if it resulted in rejection. I had it all planned out every lunch hour she sits on the same bench with mutual friends and I was going to smoothly compliment her shirt or just about anything that would break the ice, at least that’s what I thought until out of no where Melanie approaches me with her huge bright smile and invites me to her birthday party but it’s the way she told me that spoke volumes she said “Hey ! Angel I now we don’t talk but I think youre …show more content…
In my household my mother makes us do chorus whenever we ask for something just to embed in our heads that nothing is free and you’ll be rewarded for your hard work. So that’s exactly what I did I went above and beyond just so my mother couldn’t even say “ NO “ when I would ask if I can attend the party. So sure enough I ask and she says “Sure but I want you home by 8:30 “At that moment in time I didn’t know that I was setting myself up for embarrassment not only in front of Melanie but pretty much half of the school, The time came for the party I put on some of my father’s cologne made sure my spikes were nice and wavy and proceeded with my adventure. I got to the party and right away go towards people I know and I’m looking everywhere for Melanie but she’s pretty much trying to get everyone involved by interacting and what not so I didn’t want to be selfish and approach her just to hog up her time away from others. The time flew by so fast that I only had about half an hour left and still have yet to interact with Melanie and around 8:20Pm she finally approached me but my mother had already called saying she was on her way so that was In the back of my head. Melanie grabbed me by the arm and took me behind her garage and she kissed me didn’t say a word just grabbed me and kissed me.