From a young age I knew that I did not want to be like my father because I never understood how someone would not look for his or her child. There were twelve years in which he never looked for me and twelve years that he lost of me growing up. Then him betraying my trust after only a short time of seeing each other again blew my mind. However, at the time I had already grown up without a father figure so it was not such a blow to cut him loose. It did however suck to have to feel that distance again because it was nice to know both of my parents and not just the
From a young age I knew that I did not want to be like my father because I never understood how someone would not look for his or her child. There were twelve years in which he never looked for me and twelve years that he lost of me growing up. Then him betraying my trust after only a short time of seeing each other again blew my mind. However, at the time I had already grown up without a father figure so it was not such a blow to cut him loose. It did however suck to have to feel that distance again because it was nice to know both of my parents and not just the