Personal Narrative: If I Am Gay

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I am stunned. Deshansh and I dated each other almost a year and now he is talling me that he is gay. For a moment I want to slap him but somehow I control myself.
What the hell you are talking about I don't think you are a gay. I said
Why? He ask
I think gay are feminine and you are like others. do you think gay people have horns in there head or they are the people who dance in the wedding. sorry I am not one of those.
So really you are gay.
Yes I am gay and I am proud of it.
When you decide that you are gay. Was it a incident or something other happened to you. I asked.
It is a long story and what do you mean by deciding. I don't decide that I am gay just like you don't decide you are straight. I only realised that I am different.
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Then we discuss these thing.
I said OK. I can realise that I am reopening the pain of being different in the society. I already realied the pain but I run away from it. I know that one day the thing are also happens to me. he bring two cups of coffee. we sit in bed and now I ready to listen his story.
As I am belong to a rich family my family always bothered me about my studies so that from the school life I was the topper and do my level best for my studies and then the time comes when we realised what we are.
I was in the eight standard. And suddenly I found that there is a new group of girls and boys are evolved. Girls pass a mysterious smiles to boys and boy do some stupid things to impress girls.
There is a girl name priyanka she come to me and ask for eat golgappa. As a boy it was a golden opportunity and the second thing is I love golgappa. We go to the nearby shop and eat golgappa and after eating it. I pay the money. After eating she hold my hand and we go to our home. at the time my heart is continuously saying something is wrong. really I don't like her when she hold my hand. I want to tell her that leave my hand but I control myself. Somehow I reach home and decided not to talk with her
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He come closer and to me. Slap me lightly on my face and tell me why I never said it before. He hold me tight and kiss me. This was the first time I kiss someone. After that we become partners for life.
Deshansh is return to the present. I can see the love for Sajal in his eyes. Now I understand what a true love is. There is some tears rolling from his eyes.
So where is sajal now. I asks
He is back in home. As our plans he mastered in cooking and I learn here management and after getting some fund we will open a new restaurant. He said
But you know you don't need to do it. You can easily sleep with me. I know you couldn't satisfy me but it's okey. Why you accept it. I asked
There is two reasons the first one is I don't want to break the trust of sajal. He loves me and that's enough for me. And second is accept the truth that what you are is you are. There is nothing bad in it.
After some time I return to my hostel with the love story that no one should know and the second thing is acceptance. Now I realize that there is nothing bad if you are different and there is always someone who loves me present here and finds

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