In fact, she didn’t used to make her own dinners at all. She never drank on weeknights when she had work to do. She didn’t used to let Benny have the entire house to himself while she worked (he needed a strict schedule for proper growth!). She didn’t usually haphazardly feed him at any time of the day. She didn’t used to come home to the stale, cold, empty air of a house too big for one small woman and a puppy.
The house seemed to get bigger and colder each day. The faint smell of sugar and flour that had permeated the kitchen was fading as the stove got less use. Her bedroom smelled only of her, and the fruity, flowery mixture of two wildly different girls using one bathroom was almost gone.
She smelled her sometimes, but almost never at home. In the grocery store, she’d catch a whiff of her all-natural body spray. The kind that pretty much no one else used, of course. And she’d think, are you following me to make sure I’m buying healthy food?
And on purpose, she’d throw a bag of chips into her