Ryan describes how he was rejected by the men stationed at the base and was generally given the worst food and other goods available (Ryan 170). With the rejection he faced, Ryan developed a negative view towards the soldiers who spent most of their time in the base. He aligned much more with the soldiers who were out in the frontlines fighting and developing comradery. The rejection of some soldiers is a story that is not rarely told and shows a unique feature of Fear Drive My Feet as a primary source.
Physical and mental health is another topic that Ryan delves into, especially the health of himself and his fellow soldiers. Countless times, the various diseases of the jungle take their toll on the soldiers. One specific instance was when Ryan and his men were leaving their base and returning to Bob’s. Vomiting and growing weary, the native people and Ryan’s men were forced to carry him and their supplies (Ryan 161). The diseases in the jungle were severe and could start taking effect out of