College Admissions Essay: I Want To Be A Christian

I just finished the first two part of the book and I feel inspired. I never thought about the me I want to be before today. I guess I have because I knew I wanted to continue my education find a good job and be happy in my life but never in the perspective on the me God wants me to be. I always thought that my life was my own life to make the best or worst of it, never that God created me for a reason. I know understand that God made me to flourish and be the best me I can be. I just thought that being religious and being Christian I would have to change myself to be someone else , I guess that’s why I’m so hesitant to surrender myself to God. I want to accept God’s gift and become a better person but I think I’m still finding my place with Him and still learning of Him. …show more content…
I believe the me I am needs to be more open about speaking about God , no one know I’m searching for my path or attending a Christian university , not that I’m embarrassed but I’m concerned I won’t be as Christian as the rest , this is the me I don’t want be ….still skeptical . I want to grow with God I honesty do, I learned that my relationship with God will not be similar to others , so I don’t feel discouraged that I might be on the wrong path . I’m on the right path because I want to let Him guide me and I’m slowly accepting my thoughts and feeling of being a Christian .Ortberg said “the holy spirit is always ready to guide you towards God” (2010,p44). I believe this because when I was searching for schools to attended I didn’t think of PBA it just happened , I called the wrong university then the next thing I was enrolled , had the finical assistance I needed and something inside me told me this was my path