Pearl Tull struggles to raise her family as the role model due to the abandonment of her husband. She craves the idea of a normal family because she wants to prove that she doesn't need Beck to have a happy family when in fact, him leaving caused the dysfunctionality. Pearl’s belief of not needing Beck was one of her many “issues”. She convinced herself that he had no place in the family as she would “stop referring to Beck” and would “throw away all his letters”, but deep in her heart she knew that “he’d be back” (11,20). Pearl thought of herself as the “center” of her kids “worlds” and that she “was everything to” them (141). Pearl’s denial is depicted through the fact that she constantly tries to make herself feel like she doesn't need Beck to have a normal
Pearl Tull struggles to raise her family as the role model due to the abandonment of her husband. She craves the idea of a normal family because she wants to prove that she doesn't need Beck to have a happy family when in fact, him leaving caused the dysfunctionality. Pearl’s belief of not needing Beck was one of her many “issues”. She convinced herself that he had no place in the family as she would “stop referring to Beck” and would “throw away all his letters”, but deep in her heart she knew that “he’d be back” (11,20). Pearl thought of herself as the “center” of her kids “worlds” and that she “was everything to” them (141). Pearl’s denial is depicted through the fact that she constantly tries to make herself feel like she doesn't need Beck to have a normal