He was actually smelling himself mixed with his father’s scent of after-shave lotion and shoe polish. The manner in which Charlie sniffed his father the way his mother smells a rose indicates that he was not in his right mind at all.
When Charlie thinks about how he “would have to plan his campaign within his father’s limitations,” he shows that he knew he was going to have a problem with alcohol. Yet, he did nothing to prevent what was to come. As a result, he blames his father for his downfall with alcoholism. The genes that were passed down from his father that is susceptible to alcohol is what made Charlie indignant with his father. This is why he, Charlie, would exaggerate the story of the last time he saw his father; he wanted to make his father seem like the one who has the problem when in reality it is Charlie.
Charlie blames his father for his present state of alcoholism using two methods. He uses exaggeration to disintegrate his father’s reputation with the listeners. He uses the switching of roles in his retelling to make the listeners. sympathize with him and not his father. Charlie should not blame his father for his alcoholism because he knew that he should avoid being in that situation from the start. He was the one who made the decision to drink. No one made him drink. It is his own fault for falling into this